Ok, so I just need a place to get some shit out and off my mind. I have been on the verge of turning into a wreck a few times so far this year. Oh, wait I was a wreck for a week or two there. Lately, the problem has been that I get extremely emotional so easily and it’s not like me at all, which only makes it worse when it does happen. Now I’m all upset about the fact that I keep getting upset about everything. What the hell is wrong with me??? I just want to break down and bawl my eyes out over the simplest and stupidest of things. But I’ve been getting emotional like this more and more over the past few months, maybe it’s just since everything happened with Sue. I don’t know. Did that mess me up this bad? Was that when this started even?

Well, now I have a place to write, so I think that this will help me to keep track of my emotional state on a more regular basis and maybe even find out what is really going on in my head. I sure hope this helps. I don’t need people to read it. It’s just for me, so it makes absolutely no difference. Exactly what I need, or at least that’s what I’m aiming for.